
“I want to tell you something, but you can’t tell anyone else.”
I had just about fallen asleep. Julie was getting dressed to go to work, where ever that was. There was still a lot we didn’t know about each other, and she wanted to share a secret? I put on my best smile.
“Your a sex addict?” I replied.
“I’m serious,” she responded, sitting on the foot of the bed. She had her hands in her lap, looking quite vulnerable. This was the first time I had seen that look.
“Julia, we have only known each other a few days, is it really time to be sharing secrets? Hell, I don’t even know where you work.”
“But I trust you Derick, and this is eating at me. It’s been eating at me since before the trip started.” she gave me a fake pout. I hate fake pouts. OK, its more accurate to say I have a hard time resisting fake pouts. Except from girls who pout for real – I hate it when they fake pout – relationships are hard enough.
I thought about it for a moment. Do we have a relationship, or is this just a thing? If I didn’t answer carefully, I would definitely force an answer to that question. Hell, if I answer at all, or don’t answer…
I flopped back onto my pillow. “Okay, what’s your deep dark secret?”
“I’m not supposed to be here.”
I was puzzled. “What here, you mean here in my quarters? Do you have another boyfriend? Here on level four? I’m not supposed to be here on level four either, but they gave my spot on level three to some guy who behaved himself in flight school.”
“I mean here on this ship; the Jupiter Three; I’m not supposed to be taking this trip.”
“What do you mean,” I said as I sat back up, “you won the lottery like I did. You don’t have to justify being here.”
“That’s just it,” she said quietly, staring at the hands in her lap, “I didn’t win the lottery. I hacked into the system and switched out my name for a woman who did win.”
“Your name’s not Julia Natsuko?”
“Yes, I am Julia Natsuko, you idiot. But the woman who won this slot in the lottery was Grace Barker- a shuttle mechanic I think. I REALLY wanted to get away from Mar’s. This was my chance, but when I didn’t get selected I hacked the system to push my way in. This trip was so important to me, Derick. Can you understand that?”
I didn’t respond right away. Her hacking skills had to be top notch for her to break into the lottery system. This was a big deal. Still, I had never been one to throw stones. I certainly understood the motivation. Mar’s had become mundane for some of us, and this was a chance for a real adventure. From what I had seen of Julia, she was a bigger adventure junkie than I was.
I fell back onto my bed again. “Well, that explains it I guess.”
“Explains what?” she asked with reluctance.
“How someone like you could have passed the psych screening.”
A shoe whizzed past my head. Then she jumped on me and started to kiss me on the lips. Soon all her effort to dress for work proved wasted.
I have a hard time resisting fake pouts. Especially from sexy women.